they can only do harm

i wish you never told me.

words can only do harm

auspicious
1. promising success; propitious; opportune; favorable: an auspicious occasion.
2. favored by fortune; prosperous; fortunate.

Expensive shiz.

I bought:

$20 sheer cheek gel (Target)
$12 "rumor" lip gloss (Victoria's Secret)
$20 haircut + $16 hair product (Positive Image Salon)
$16 business slacks (G-Stage)

Oh mah gaaaah.

Teach me NOT how to break away from YOU,
per se,
but how to break away from the THOUGHT of you.

Sometimes I feel like I miss your persistence.
I realized, then, that that was it--

That's all I'm sincerely missing.

Mommy told me not to,
but I peeped underneath
Evening's skirt and saw
magnificent things.

I'll pay you to pray

The letter bill told me to pray
and obey
some laws conjured by faith and
imaginary devotion,

but I wait simply;
perhaps for an answer.

Yesterday was bleak,
today was iffy,
and tomorrow seems like a feigned promise--
made in vain.

Eh bien... It's a labyrinth of sorts,
and I'm just a player in this
privy conspiracy.

-long sigh-,

It's happening again.
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE
(me be)!

But yet
(again)!
I have to find solace in my
electronic ink and passive memories.


Eh, fuck off.

Wells

I fell into her eyes
that spilled with crystal blue water--
like a well.

But her eyes were as bright
as icebergs that stand tall
and majestic
JUST to be noticed.

Those eyes they
grabbed me silently,
and discretely,
hoping to keep me kidnapped in those
lonely deep pupils.

privy:

1.	participating in the knowledge of something private or secret (usually fol. by to): Many persons were privy to the plot.

2.	private; assigned to private uses.

3.	belonging or pertaining to some particular person, esp. with reference to a sovereign.

4.	secret, concealed, hidden, or secluded.

5.	acting or done in secret.

feigned:

1.	pretended; sham; counterfeit: feigned enthusiasm.

2.	assumed; fictitious: a feigned name.

3.	disguised: a feigned voice.