Aw, damn it. I'm still so weak it hurts. Don't muse about it, Charmaine. It's all in your head (obsessive possessive compulsive illness). How do you... give up on somebody, like it's nothing? I have a hard time accepting that, really. Make that two people, three. How many has it been now, just within this past year? 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7. Oh, gawd.